Progress Reports

Today we got progress reports... not dat happy, bt glad to kno im passin doe!

Honors Lit.- 75 C; Math I.- 88 B; Team Sports.-75 C; Business Ess.-82 B

Now ikno ican do wayyy muchh better so im tryna get my grades up there cuz tha skool year is endin in a month and idnt want NO Cs, Ds, or Fs or my report card... im aimin for a B (:

Wit tha help of God... ican get there (: Jus gotta start runnin dem laps... GEESHH!

Run Up Get Done Up

Okayy im not a lover && most deff not a fighter either... bt ill get dwn if ihav too!

I mind my own business, dnt mess wit nobody, quiet as hell @ skool... so why do dese muthafckas continue to press my buttons?

Afta skool, it was me n my bestfriend waitin for tha bus! we wasnt botherin nobody... jus mindin our own business playn a game "He Can Get It" lol.

Bt anyways dis bitch gon cum up tlkn shit, iwas calm @ 1st bt still iaint finna let nobody cum up n tlk shit to me... so ijus went off lyk wtf! youu a boy && ima girl... bitch iaint scared! iwas raised to fight anybody and everybody!

Bt im the type to black outt, thats not gud doe... it feels lyk sumns takn ova my body and its oso uncontrollable! at dis point of goin off, iwas 1/2 way gon n ready to swing! bt all ihear is my mama sayn stopp hittin ppl 1st... so idid tha right thang && wlkd away, lyk my gma tld me 2 do!

How bout dis white bitch cumn behind me steady tlkn shit! at dis point ihav had it! so iturn aroun && im hella ready to beat dat ass so itell hm to runn up... youu kno wat his pussy ass do? he bac tha hell up cuz he kno wussup!

Bt best believe igot dat ass... Kevin Powell, ima fck yo pussy ass up one day! play wit it!

R.I.P Jamar Moore

7.23.88 - 4.45.10

I kno we aint really been aroun eachotha muchh... but nun of dat matters!

Either way youu put it we still family && iaint got nun bt lovee for youu!

I jus wish iwas able to spend more time to actually get to kno you for you... cuz tha last time iseen you at Auntie Sally house it was jus a lil hey & bye thing!

Wen my mama tld me dat youu was cumn dwn to ATL wit Sharbriel, iwas reallyyyy lookn fwd to chillin wit youu, bt things change...

Even tho iaint get a chance to spend time wit you, im jus glad igot tha opportunity to meet you!

Best believe tha family gon hold it dwn fa youu!

♥ youu.

Blah Blah Blah... Naggers

Boy o boy, i tell ya... females dese days! yall hoes kill me

Lyk farreal doe, str8 up... why worry bout niggas? they aint shit... iagree wit my gma, we too yung to be worried bout love && bein caught up in a damn relationship! live life while youu can cuz youu only get one life to live...

See, iaint evn gon flexx... ilove tha boyz! bt im jus way to smart to get caught up! do iwanna boyfriend? nahh not rite now... am i lookn for "tha one"... hell naw iaint lookn, fa wat? his ass aint jus gon fall out tha air rite into my life! why am isingle? cuz baby its stress fckn free... its tha gud lifee... youu shud try it (:

Everyday ibet there is bout more than 10 females cryn ova a nigga... baby why are youu cryn && stressin ova sumone whose feelins werent mutual? every dude youu go wit, they always say "ithink hes tha one!" now tell me... wat in tha hell did he say that makes youu think that! wait lemme guess... "baby ilove you so much, iwanna be wit you faeva n iwant you to have my kids" lmao im pretty sure dat line go way bak lyk hairlines! nun is true... lyk tha song say women lie, men lie... get a grip! its life!

iaint jus postin dis cuz im tired of dese naggin ass females, im postin dis cuz ive been thru tha same shit && ive learnt how to deal wit it... girls, no matta wat a dude say youu are all beautiful in your own way! you dnt need a man to make you happy... youu can do dat by yo self (no sexually lmao) bt ihate to see girls get put dwn by dudes && vice versa!

bt my main problem is dem naggin ass females... "niggas play too many games, so idnt fck wit dem" lmao girl you stupid... tha reason why all tha niggas you fck wit is cuz youu keep messin wit tha wrong kind! now iaint evn gon flexx, females play games too so iaint takn sides!

bt its wteva doe... ikno im doin rite by bein single, less tha heartbreak! but fa yall females who dont lyk bein played you hav 2 options... 1. be single && happy or 2. cheat lyk a nigga n dnt get played lyk a bitch (hoe) lol...

My Day 4.22.2010

Whoa babyyyy lmao... today @ chhs was wild as hell! lyk farreal, aint shit popped off all year!

There was lyk a damn fite n all my classes except 1st pd... it was all cool, calm && collected...

2nd pd: nikay vs. bria (dat was sum funny shit); den jonathan retarded ass had to jump in && say sumn as always so celeste got on dat ass... so now its celeste vs. jonathan (even funnier); den wen we all thnk it starts to calm dwn coach curry flip tha hell out n jus go crazy on tha whole damn class... next thang youu kno its darryl vs. coach curry (tha funniest)... ihad a gud ass laf so im ready to see wussup tomorrow lol...

3rd pd: is gym, ialways sit n watch dem sexy weight tranin boyz play bball... bt trent && shaun been goin at it ever since yesterday... bt trent thru tim on tha ground supa hard, im surprised he aint break nun... bt shaun got heated wen he seen dat n ran up n hit trent in tha face cuz they seniors n he puttn his hands on a lil freshman... so wen youu start to think thing calm dwn, all youu hear is trent say "bitchhhh" n by this time shawn has had it... you can see it all ova his face... so he run up again n start fitin... shaun vs. trent... sadly it got broken up cuz chris (alien) dragged trent to tha otha side of tha gym so he cudnt fite hm && tha otha chris (nasty) jus went tha hell off on shaun... neva expected dat outts hm cuz he laid back... so for a min it was chris (nasty) vs. shaun --- afta all dat, we go bac into tha locker room so we can dress bac out n go to our next class... all you hear is "bitch dis, bitch dat" now its portia vs. deja... im lyk aww lawd... they was fightin ova a nigga (portia's bf) iguess him n deja was talmbout stuff dat aint needed to be tlkd about... afta dat igo tell my best tia wat happened && she tell me her n dis girl they call janet jackson went @ it... tia vs. janet lmao wowzers... afta dat ihear bout dis otha fite dat happened durn 3rd pd also, ithink it was durn 4th lucnch... dese 2 females was gettn off... india vs. arionne (im mad imissed dat one)

4th pd: im thinkin everybody gon be okay... damn wasnt iwrong... everybody was jus goin off n gettn mad @ eachotha... iwas lyk hell naw bt lafn @ tha same time...

On tha bus: wesley always tlkn shit... so him n maya was bout to fite... iswear they was bout to get off until sumbody broke it up... damn iwas mad ihad front row seats!

See dis tha kinda shit ilyk bein aroun cuz das all im use to... school lame wit no fites! jus str8 out borin, iaint use to dat shit! bt it was funny as hell... cnt wait to see wt tomorrow brings... (:

Vroom Vroom Vrooooom...

Well well well, looky looky... its bout time fa babygirl to drive (:

Im 15 bout to be 16 n iaint evn got my learners yet damn! lol

Ima freshman in high skool and by my sophmore year iwanna drive to skool... (no rides) lol

Ima be drivin my mama's shitty ass Kia Sophia lmao until iget a car...

My dream care is a Cadillac Escalade or any truck... gotta look gud

But if icnt get dat iwanna Honda Accord, sumn small fa my midgetness lmao...

I dnt really care wt my parents get me... as long as it looks gud && ilook gud in it (:

My Husband (Roscoe Dashh)

Dis nigga here... he go hardd lyk farreal! and lets not add he sexy af... dis my babyyyy (:

igotta crushh on him oso muchh lol... bt ibe bumpinn dis nigga extraa heavy... ilovee all his songs && him... lol im notta groupiee... justa hugee fan baby (:

I neva really thot he was cutee until my boo ariel (nh) pointed it out to me n iwas lyk damn he is sexyy... bt ilovee his musik! idnt care wt ppl say bout his musik... ilyk it n das all dat matters...

Roscoe Baby... iSupport youuu (:

Shit Talkers Aroun Tha World...

Woop woop... Lets give it up fa tha shit talkers across tha world who rap ova tha computer... (claps claps claps)

I jus gotta question... Why? Why do ppl waste their precious time tlkn/rappin ova tha computer talmbout fightin eachotha in shit? There's no point.... both of yall scary n lame cuz its betta to say it in they face [->point _blank .period]

Lyk farreal doe... if youu was bout dat life, you'd quit tha rappin n make it happen (: Show em wut youu all about... stop bein a pussy n whoop dat ass lmao... Now iaint encouragin fightin bt heyy, if das wt youu gotta do den get off baby!

Bt ido hav one exception... its okay if youu jus playn cuz youu jus havn funn... who doesnt play wit they friends lyk dat? bt im jus talmbout dat serious shit...

Freaknik

Man iwanna go to Freaknik so freakin badddddd :( tears tears...

Sadly dis was a last min thing dat Freaknik was gon be held in Atlanta tomorrow...

If dat dumbass Mayor wudda got his shit str8, ppl wudnt be rushin to get there, lyk me n my mama cuda gotta room n everythang so dat we cud already been dwn there... But noooo! FCK YOUU MAYOR... WITTA LONG ASS DICK! Fckn up shit... get on yo job!

Now ppl tryna go to Downtown n they stuck in traffic fa hourssss n theres no way around it && idnt wanna be stuck in dis damn house fa nun... ijus mite kill myself in dis hell hole (not literally) bt imite break sumn or everythang...

SAVE ME WORLD!!!

You're The One...

I dnt believe... we were put togetha, not to be togetha

And idnt believe... theres anyone out there, that can love me betta

I dnt believe... that youu kno how muchh imiss seein yo pretty smile

Of course we had our ups and dwns, bt igotta hav youu aroun me cuz...

I feel it all ova my body, idream about youu wen isleep

You're tha one for me, you're the one ; You're tha one for me, you're the one

All the signs say that eva since tha day we laid eyes on eachotha baby

You're tha one for me, you're the one

You're tha one for me

Mannnnn, im really feelin dis song (You're The One - Dondria). Its so beautifulll (:

Dis song reminds me so much of how iuse to feel about these immature lil ass boys...

Sometimes ijus question myself, "is there someone for me?" though im only 15 rite now ijus feel lyk ive been used (not sexually) by tha whole world...

But ima jus see wat God has in store for me, ikno my supermans out there sumwhere... or my cats lmao jk... idnt wanna be lonely lmao icrack myself up world...

I Jumbed Bobby...

Lol ijumped Bobby, aha.

At skool today, omg it was soooo lame. my alergies was fckn up n everythang!

But atfer 1st block dis boy inamed Bobby (he looks lyk Bobby frum the Proud Family) ran into me talmbout he gon fite me n my bestie (Tia). So iwas lyk hell naw, we got his ass afta skool or on tha bus.

Afta skool goin to tha bus area, iseen Bobby cumn dwn tha stairs so ipointed at him lyk "runn up" he jus flicked me off n went outside! I was bout to let it slide bt den again iwas lyk naw ineeda whoop dat ass lol.

So me n Tia ran afta him && he so stupid cuz he aint hear tha heavy footsteps haha. I jacked his ass up against tha trailers, choked him, and slapped his ass (successful) tried to steal his honey bunn (unsuccessful). I let Tia have em, she was whoopin dat ass lmao... It was too funny (:

Dat made my day...

Why Do Fools Fall In Love?

Geshhhh. I always wonder why people fall in lovee...

Its like you start talkin to whoeva interests you, they say all the right things, then you start to think "oooo hes the one, im feelin him"

some take it slow and some jump right into the relationship wit dat lovey dovey bullshit! hmmm... why oh why ppl? whyyyy?

I jus feel that boys are boys and at dis stage in life all they wanna kno is wussup wit tha pussy? sumn sure as hell is up if you easy, so they go after dem hoes 1st (may i add, mite hav sum sort of std)

Thenn, they see a beautifullll female with everything a man is looking for (the wifey type) so they start chasin afta her... && what does she do? talk to dis dick head... prolly dont evn kno him, bt she tlks becuz shes interested! why? sumn in his appearance catches your attention!

Knowin that hes a dog, she still talks to him thinkin "ican change him!" no baby, no one cant change anyone. change can only happen if they're dedicated and willing!

So next thing you kno they go out && hes still treatin her and makin her feel like shes all that he needs... why? because he wants dat pussy! always talmbout, iwant you for you; im not like dem otha lil boys you be messin wit, im real... ohh whatever, last time i check no one was real. everyone has a lil fake in them!

Later on in the relationship, he ask her "when we gon fck" and she replies "thats not sumn ireally wanna do rite now!" Of course he gets a lil mad inside bcuz all his hard work was for nun... then he pulls dat card dat gets em everytime... "if you really loved me you would" Then there it goes, she thinks shes in love wit some one whos feelings are mutal, so she does it... but little does she kno dats all he ever wanted!

After its givin up, he ups and leaves then you barely evn hear from hm again... no calls, no txt, no visits, no ilove you's, no nun! but if they do speak its a lil hey and bye and nothing goes on from there...

Where is the love? Why do ppl do one another like tht? What happened to do on to others as you would want others to do on to you?

Ive had boyfriends, Ive been cheated on, Im a beautiful girl that use to believe what they said... But im glad i waited and listened to God when he tld me no... Because if I didnt i would hate myself for everything, esp. letting some one take my virginity who didnt deserve it!

Yes iwas young, yes iwas a fool, yes ithot iwas in love, and yes ilearned from my mistakes!

Spring Break

Well its Spring Break && iaint did shit yet... im so mad, im jus oso tired of being bored! There is nun to do whatsoever... Havin to be stuck in this damn house realllyyyy gives me a headache! Knowin that icant go nowhere, or do anything really pisses me off! Not because im on punishment, because im not... its because there aint shit to do in Douglasville, GA! This damn ghost town lmao! Oh lawd someone please come in rescue me... ASAP! Lol...

Havin Fun (Reception)

T.Mobile

T.Mobile, T.Mobile, T.Mobile... You never seem to amaze me! This is the worst fone company i have ever dealt with all my life! Like farreal? 1st my blackberry fcks up becuz those dumbfcks dont kno how to fix it, now my temporary fone is messin up? Ughhh jus go outta business already, you're doing no one any good! Your fones SUCK, your workers SUCK, your coverage SUCK, your plans SUCK... T.MOBILE FCKN SUCKS! Sumtymes i wish i had Metro PCS! But they suck too lmao!

We Go Wayyy Back...

Me (Left) Ariel (Right): We go wayyyy back... Im talmbout in the 90s (: Ariel Reann, yupp thats my boo, bestfriend, sista, cuzin, all the above! We blood baby! Been kickin it eva since 1994 (tha year i was born) && wen i was able to talk and understand words and meanings we made a pact... "Lets be bestest friends forever" We stickin to dat shit too! We did everything together, never wanted to be separated from one another... we were stuck to eachother like glue, everywhere ariel was, i was there too... vise versa! I remember grandma dem use to say "dang, are yall gon eva let eachotha breath" lol! We grew up togetha... Winter Haven, Florida; Grandma House; Same school in all! I remember wen we was in elementary school together she showed me around (: I was in kindergarden and she was in 1st... Ppl thot we were sisters (: Bt nawww we jus cuzins/ bestfriends... actually more then that! We was lyk Bonnie & Clyde (except 2 females lol) always ready to fite anybody for messin wit our lil bruthas... Lol i remember at McDonalds we beat up them older boys for messin with aaron... we double teamed them bitches! lmao... But we've had sum gud times and sum bad but we manage to get thru them! Now its 2010 and we still kickin it... Tighter den eva babyyyyy (:

Me (Left) Ariel (Right): Ayeeeeeeeeeeee... We teenagers now... were into boys n all! Im her "relationship doctor" lol... We definatley have our fites and lil arguments, but you kno we still tite... We plan to move togetha in Atlanta n be roomates and raise our children togetha! I can go on and on about this girl and i still wouldnt be able to express how much i love her! She's my world and i love her to death... NO ONE COMES BEFORE HER! point blank period...

Ask Me If I Care...

Friends come and go, does it really matter? Hell naw... I put my trust in no one, you have to earn it! I cud really care less of what someone thinks or says about me, who's my friend and who's not! God put me on this very earth for a special purpose and it was not to please everyone to comes into my life! I kno for a fact people come and go... Friends, Not Friends; Relationships, Ex's; Life, Death... Its all apart of life, so why stress it? Jus keep it movin like a drive-by cuz i kno for sure that im not gon chase after you and make you my friend again... Things happen for a reason! I really wouldnt care if anyone in this world would stop being my friend... Ask me if icare and my answer would be hell naw! But if the people i loved the most left me it would be lost and nowhere to be found... Ask me if icare and my answer would he hell yeaa!

Aye Shawty, Can I Get Yo Number?

The answer to that question is hell to the muthafckn naw...

Cant stand when niggas cum at me all extra rude... ummm excuse me baby but i am a human being, a female at that... show sum respect!

I give my number to certain ppl... [good looks, good convos, sense of humor, ect.] If you cant hold a conversation then why ask for my number? Why do you even have a cell fone in the 1st place...

Dudes plz get sum common sense in your heads becuz i have standards...

The Reception!

Boy O Boy, we could not wait to get to the reception so we cud get our grub on babyyy (:

Me, Ariel, Kemani, and Dijah all squeezed into one tiny ass bathroom made for one person lol...

We had to hurry up n get out them damn clothes becuz Florida is hella hot! Our dresscode is booty shorts & a shirt lol! But we was just in tha bathroom changin, laughin, jus cuttin a fool!

Thennnnn, all we hear is bitch this, hoe that, fuck you... We in the bathroom silent & in shock, den Dijah jus bust open the door all out in ha bra n shit lmao... ghetto ass! lol... But the bride, her brutha, and their mom was jus going at it! Like really? Cumon now it a damn wedding, cut that shit out!

But after everybody chilled, then we started to have sum fun... dancin 'booty shakin' lol... bt naww, it ended up being a iigh wedding, excluding the fights lol!

The Wedding!

On April 3rd, 2010, my uncle got married to this female named Lucinda 'Cindy'... She real kool tho, but will neva replace my Auntie Tasha :)

Okay I have neva eva in my life been to a 'ghetto wedding'. That day was my 1st time lol.

Females come to the church in the lil hoochie dresses, some in jeans, the music was skippin lyk hell, people aint kno they parts, jus anythang you can think off... Can somebody say 'ridiculous?'

The whole time Me, Dijah and Kemani was sittin there lafn in stuff cuz that was funny and unorganized!

But I do wish my uncle the best tho...

What A Trip...

Spring break is coming up and our plan was to go to florida for a couple of days... only because my uncle is getting married... AGAGIN! Lol

We planned to leave Thurdsay after me and my brother got checked out of school, but that didnt work out because my dad ha to work. So we just decided we would leave Friday... "PISSED" Comes Thursday, I was getting ready for school and my mom was like you're not going to school were leaving after I get out of school... "EXCITEDDDD (:"

Later on i begin to pack and my dad says we might not be going because my car is runnging hot... ughhh "PISSED AGAIN"

So when my mom comes home, she looks for a rental... Then she finds a cheap one! "EXCEITEDDD AGAIN" We begin to pack our stuff and load it up... Then my stupid brother locks us out of the house "BEYOND PISSED"

Omggggg... But we ended up getting back into the house then we hit the road to Floridaaaaa (: