Its Time...

Seriously, its time for a change... Im dwn to make me a betta me (:

Im dwn in Florida and my gma be telln me bout myself! At 1st iwasnt hearin it, den last nite my gma sed it again den das wen it finally got thru to me dat ireally need to change myself for da betta!

On da real, ihav a real bad attitude... its a idgaf attitude! Wen iuse to live in Florida ihad a attitude bt it WASNT bad bt darn eva since imoved to georgia in 07 my idun got meaner, bitchier, ect|ect.

I realized dat iaint gettn nowhere wit da kinda attitude, so itook my gma advice...

So wen iget bac to georgia ima change my ways [anger management lol]

My goal is jus to do betta in order to be betta!

Da Bet...

Today ijus recently made a bet wit one of my patnas [Rae Rae] dat iwudnt cuss da wholeeeeee day! Lol

Ppl dat kno me well all kno dat idnt last long...

On da real, iwas determined to prove dem wrong cuz all they do is laf wen isay iaint gon cuss for a day!

Well here it goes...

Doin gud, doin gud, doin gud (:

I was so happy, iwas doin so gud... iaint cuss frm 12am-5pm

Thennnnnnn...

Roun 5:30 iask my brutha can iborrow his fone so ican take a new pic for my fb n he was lyk "no cuz u da reason y my stuff deleted las time" ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

He dun pissed me off n icalled him a bitch lmao

Darnnnn iaint last... ima try tomorrow!

Damn O Damn...

Let Me Take You Out by Bryan J Ft. Travis Porter

Let me take you out, babygirl you a cutieeee

Baby let me take you out, to a dinner and a movie

We aint gotta go home, it aint all about yo booty

Baby let me take you out

Baby let me take you out

Baby let me take you out

Mannnn, ireally love dis song so much... They did dat! If dis aint a hit, idk wat it! ily ♥ Travis Porter && Bryan J

Hmmmm I Guess!

Oh wow, Idk wat to say bout ppl dese days... Das y itrust no one!

If you wanna get technical ionly have 2 "REAL" friends which ariel Ariel and Khadijah! We argue 24/7 but ikno we gon make it && ipray to god dat we continue to make it thru cuz ilove dese girls wit all my heart...

Wen 9th grade startd imet dis girl named Tia, we became bestfriends! Now dat she hooked on myspace n jus givin her # 2 all dese dudes we dnt evn tlk dat much lyk damn... So ifeel our friendship goin down da drain!

I still wanna b her friend bt she trippin on sum real shit... I think babygirl needa reality check!

Idk how nex year gon go wit her... ilove her too! I mean how can you not love some one who understands you, n lyk another spittin image of you? We mite as well be sisters... But idk!

Now her sister is here, not only was i da 3rd wheel... ive been pushd bac 2 da 4th && ireally dont wanna deal wit dat!

Idk how to tell her so im jus ventin my ass off lol!

We tlk here n there, bt its nun lyk it use to be...

I guess igotta get out on my own now, icnt sit here n wait! I kno igot 2 ppl das always gon be dere so iaint gon sweat...

Hell im young igotta life to live!!!

Sex Is On My Mind!

Ima virgin! I aint scared to say it, hell im proud!

But ive always thought about it eva since iwas a toddler... weird rite?

Im 15 now and my hormones are raging, but im still waitin on "dat special someone"... I havent met him yet, but ill kno him wen imeet him!

I am sooooo glad ineva gave it up to any of dem stupid boys dat ihave dated in my past, they dnt deserve me nor deserve to take my virginity... Im betta den dat! So is every otha female, were all beautiful in our own way so wait for the one who is "the one"

Ive always wondered when im gon loose it and who 2!

But when my 1st time comes, I want it to be speciallllll :)

I want my favorite song to be playin... Sex Is On My Mind by H-Town or This Womens Work by Maxwell!

I kno its gon hurt really bad, thats one thing that stops me from doin it... Along wit da otha reasons...

Idk y but ijus wonder....

Him!

Eva since we started tlkn icudnt keep my mind offa him!

Always telln me real sweet thangs dat ilovee...

Knowin damn well idont wanna be n a relationship, he keeps telln me how much he wud really lyk to be wit me!

Damn! Now im feelin him...

Im hella confused... Should itake dis chance, or should ikeep livin da single life dat ilove!

Im scared cuz all ican think about is da outcome of how da relationship wud end...

I wanna take dis chance but idk wat iwanna do...

I wanna say yes, but den iwanna say no so ikeep tryna find reasons why idont lyk him... bt icant seem to find one!

He seems lyk a nice guy, but only time can tell...

I just dont wanna get hurt, but hell im strong... mama aint raise no fool!
He said he wanna love me [not sexually], but im kinda wishin he wud jus wanna be friends and at da same time idnt!

I got dis big ass wall up, should ilet it down a lil?

I really dont wanna be tied down cuz idnt lyk havn a nigga blow up my fone 24/7 sayn where you @ or who you wit... bt at da same time imiss dem late nite conversations and iwould absolutely love to have dat again...

I kno im faithful, but is he?

People always ask y dont ihave a boifriend... its by choice! I kno im pretty [not bein cocky, jus sayn] but ijus dont wanna relationship!

I jus dnt kno wat to do...

Creeper, Creeper, Creeper!

Okay lastnite iwas on tagged && this cute lil white boy added me && msgd me...

He was telln me iwas cute n iwas lyk okay, thennn he sent a pic of his dad n tld me 2 rate him 1-10 n iwas lyk 10 cuz he was cute...

Then the boy started passin msgs frm his dad to send 2 me! eeeek, idnt wana tlk to a grown man!

I really hope he was playin n not hittin on me farrel cuz ewwwww!

I found that convo very, extremely weird!

That boy and his dad are both CREEPERS!

Geeshhhhh...

Okay now its been a really long time since ive posted a blog... say what lyk a month or 2? hell idk...

I am extremely bored but idecided to post a blog about nothing really lol...

Well its summertime and im n florida chillin wit da fam n friends!

Life kinda sucks rite now bcuz my fone is off n icant really make any plans...

I was excited lastnite cuz my mom tld me it was goin to be back on by 7/7:30 dis morin.... but its a no sho :(

She jus put money in my lame flex account which wont last me at all

So now ihave to wait til tuesday to recieve my new fone!!! ughhhh

GOODBYE T-MOBILE, HELLO AT&T... LETS HOPE YOURE WORTH IT!