OHMYGOSHHH!

Ohh my, icnt really believe what my eyes are readin... I was sound asleep and then ihear my fone vibrate! At 1st iwasnt gon read it cuz ithot it was KJ [ewww] ; Khadijah [ehhh] ; or my mom [umm iguess]! But then i decided to open my fone && it was a unknown number! I read tha txt and it was tha boy from Stars and Strikes... A lil late, bt betta late den never (:

Thanks God (:

Hoes Of Douglasville, GA

Soooooo i get on facebook and i look to the right of the wall [people you may know] and i see this page named "Hoes Of Douglasville"... Knowing the funny he he ha ha person that i am, i did not laugh one bit... Dat shit was wrong on so many levels! So what if they are hoes? It doesnt have to be that way... Got pictures of these females/ males and have what they did captioned underneath! My personality is " i dont give a fuck" but when i saw that i cared a lot... What if that could have been me? Something like that could change my life forever... I wish these females and males knew that their pictures are posted on here! Smh... Its ashame how people could stoop so low and be so grimey! NOT COOL! And this is why im oso anti-social!

Mind Of A Maniac [My Georgia Life]

Im such a loner; All by myself; NO friends; NO boyfriend; All i got is my family and my best friend!

My life here sucks ass, at school im so quiet [lame i guess] I jus dont wanna be round all dat b.s/ drama everybody b in... Stupid bitches smh get a life! All i wont is peace; Someone to love and care for... Is that too much to ask? Why does my life have to be a livin hell here?

Sumtymes i jus wanna cry [rite now] ever since i mover here every thing is at 0 on a scale from 1-100... Nothings good for me!

As a matter of fact, Lord please touch me! Make me more friendly, change my attitude, help me smile a lil... I need your help! Im tired of being sad all the time... When are my happy days coming???? I hope real soon because i dont kno how much of this i can take anymore! Im bout to loose it... Seriously! Sumtymes ijus wish my work here on earth was done, then again i dont! If i ever told my mother this she would think im crazy... But im not, im upset, sad, mad, and full of anger!

I believe that ever since ive moved to Georgia, my WHOLE attitude changed! I never remember bein this angry before in my life!

I just wish it all would stop!

Dear God,

Now ikno what i did @ Stars And Strikes wit dat boy was not cool... At all, now thats something iregret!

I wish icud hav gotten the chance to actually meet him && get to kno him as a person instead of make out wit him

Him and his friend seem really cool ppl to b around! But the boy i was makin out wit was not [sexy/ fine] he was "okay" <--- ladies kno wat dat mean! But he was a lil cute && it was sumn bout him dat made me like him a lil [ineva knew dat iwud b n dat postion to where iwud lyk sumone dat wasnt my type]

But yeahh, i gave him my number... He said he would call! But i dont think he ever will :( At first i said that i didnt care but thats until i started to like him a lil... I wish that he could call so we could hang out and really get to know eachother but knowing that he regrets what he did [status updates on facebook] i dont think he ever will...

I just wish i could see him again cuz i like him a lil!

God i kno i ask for a lot, but this that im asking for im not sure if its too much! All i want to do is see him again and just really become good friends because i want a new friend... All i really have is Tia up in lame ol Georgia! But if he doesnt call/ if i dont see him... I understand its all for a reason!

Kim Kardashian W/o Makeup o_O

DAMN! When iseen dis pic iwas lyk WTF, MONSTERRRR LOL! Damn Kim... smh put yo damn makeup on shawdy... #NotCute

Now this below is what we call human lol... She still pretty tho (:

Please Dont Blow My HIGH, Pow Pow...

Awww Shit

Lol me n my dawg Tia went skatin tonite... It was me, my cuzzins ariel && jr, my brutha, tia n ha sista... Boiii can you say packd lyk mexicans? Lol

We went to Sparkles in Hiram, Ga. It was ok bt hot af doe!

Niggas everywhere, fine, ugly, cute, n jus down rite hideous! Lmao

They was lame doe cuz iwas lookn gud af, we all was! N they gon try in get numbas wen we gettn in da car? Really? Das how we get dwn now? See iwuda been da 1st 2 tlk to dem bt mama always tld me... "Dnt chase dick, let dick chase you" aha! They aint wanna chase? Oh well das they fault! I seen dem choosin doe das all gud!

But isweatd out all my curls jesus lol...

But wen it was time to leave niggas wanna fite... It was lame, they all tryna jump dis boy who wasnt evn tryna fite dem... Da ones dat was tryna fite ova dere tlkn shit imean lyk cumon now, if you bout yours den you wudda been quit all dat rappin n went ta scrappin! Aha, bt went they startd fitin da boy dat aint wanna fite was whoopin his ass aha, well he WAS until da otha ones jump in which was weak af shawdy... Real talk!

But eitha way ihad a gud time yonit (:

On The Move [Again]

Dammit, we jus moved to dese apartments... I kinda lyk it, esp since theres boys everywhere :)

Now since my mom found out dat were gon hav a lot of problems lyk leakage/ flood from da apt. above, we gonna move again! ughhhhhh

We jus moved here lyk 3-4 days ago... why are me movin again? It doesnt make any sense to me!

Im highly pissed wit dis... Dis sum bullshit!

I jus wish iwas old enuff to get my own apt. cuz im tired of all dis, esp livin n dis lame ol county, ihate it here... only 2 more yrs or HS lef && icnt take it! AT ALL

Im ready 2 get da fck outta here && my mama dem think im playn, they gon see iaint... 2 more years && best believe ima b gon... N iaint gon be nowhere close to fckn douche-ville fck dat shit!

Old Luva Old Luva

Sooo way bac wen iwas n da 5th grade, iwent out wit dis dude (:

We went out frum 5th grade- 6th grade... Still was togetha n da 7th bt ihad to move to georgia :'( That was tha only thang keepin us frum bein together...

Were in da 10th grade now and still really kool, we speak hear n there... Hes so over protective ova me! He dont lyk me tlkn to no boys nd if they hurt me, make me sad/ mad, hes pissed off to da max!

Hes always there for me, and helps me thru my rough times...

He ALWAYS tell me he loves me, sumtymes ibuy it bt sumtymes idnt believe it cuz of wat ive been thru!

Truth is istill love him too...

If ihad one wish, iwud wish we were together again

We Aint Thru Yet...

Damn ireally thot we was thru, imean lyk we stopped tlkn n you went on n found you sumbody new...

Next thang ikno we talkn again and you STILL telln me you wanna be wit me???? Im confused...

Help a sista out na...

Do you want me still? Afta all dis time you still wanna be my baby evn tho you gotta girl?

Tighten up boo!

Home Sweet Home

Finally home bac in atlanta!
My fav cuzzos Ariel n Jr are here also (:
I let Ariel meet my bestie Tia Mack-Daddy lol, now we all jus need to chill...
But we moved to dese apartments, man iswear we in da projects now lol bt its all qud, aint lyk iaint lived n da projects b4!
But ireally cant wait til Saturday... ima be lookn 2 damn cute fa da car -n- bike sho [ijus hope we can still go]
Well chow for now!

Bone Thugs N Harmony

Aha see people ifcks wit Bone Thugs N Harmony... Da ------Long----> Way!

Many people be lyk wtf yo young ass kno bout dem Thugs... See wat yall dont kno is dat iwas "BORN N RAISED" to dis... Old Skool music is me :)

Been vibin to dis shit here since iwas n da womb... Yall cnt tell me nun! Lol

Idrc wat ppl say bout dem... ijus kno they fye af n istill wanna meet dem!

Ppl always ask me who mt favorite rapper is, they be expectin me to say Lil Wayne or Drake... I definitely dnt fck wit dem, not now nor eva!

So itellem Bone Thugs, Tupac, Biggie, Snoop, Eazy E, Dr. Dre, ect.|ect.

Den of course they start lafn n say you listen to dem old ass niggas n most of em dead!

You damn rite ilisten to dem cuz they wus poppin n wut you listenin to aint!

Folks who listen to Lil Wayne, Drake, etc.|ect. cnt tell nobody shit bout hip hop cuz all they do is degrade women n tlk bout pussy, money, n weed... muthafcka is dat da new motto? Thts all they can account for in life haha... Their nobodies! Lol

Bt anywhooo ifcks wit dem && ithink you shud to lol haha!

Ayeeeeee

Im bouta blow dis popsicle stand baybeee lmao

Mann ive been in florida for a month, must iadd iaint so SHIT while iwas here cuz my famo be trippin out da ass... so lets jus put it dis way "ive been starin @ da same damn walls for a month lmao"

Im soo fckn happy cuz my mommy and daddy is on their way down here to cum get me and my pet dog aka my brutha lol... ive missed dem dearly, so much icried lol [dead ass] lol

Boy im so eager to see dem it feels lyk ive been in damn foster care for damn eva n my parents are finally cumn to da rescue :)

Yall cnt evn imagine, im cheesin lyk hell... my heart is beatin supa fast n im all jumpy n shit cuz hell im ready to c my mama n daddy :)