Tuesday, July 27, 2010

Mind Of A Maniac [My Georgia Life]

Im such a loner; All by myself; NO friends; NO boyfriend; All i got is my family and my best friend!
My life here sucks ass, at school im so quiet [lame i guess] I jus dont wanna be round all dat b.s/ drama everybody b in... Stupid bitches smh get a life! All i wont is peace; Someone to love and care for... Is that too much to ask? Why does my life have to be a livin hell here?
Sumtymes i jus wanna cry [rite now] ever since i mover here every thing is at 0 on a scale from 1-100... Nothings good for me!
As a matter of fact, Lord please touch me! Make me more friendly, change my attitude, help me smile a lil... I need your help! Im tired of being sad all the time... When are my happy days coming???? I hope real soon because i dont kno how much of this i can take anymore! Im bout to loose it... Seriously! Sumtymes ijus wish my work here on earth was done, then again i dont! If i ever told my mother this she would think im crazy... But im not, im upset, sad, mad, and full of anger!
I believe that ever since ive moved to Georgia, my WHOLE attitude changed! I never remember bein this angry before in my life!
I just wish it all would stop!

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