Wow, when I first seen you/ met you 3 years ago when we both were in the 7th grade I was like ehh? We can just be friends... Nothing more, nothing less! We got closer because we kept a convo forever! I loved talking to you though I was never attracted! You started calling me your baby and I called you my boo... I thought nothing of it because I did that with boys sometimes! I got your phone number but we barely talk... Its just a hey baby here and a hey boo there, once again nothing more nothing less! Now were just cool af... We havent fell off, well not that I know of! But ever since that day I kissed your brother I began to feel guilty! Today I was on FB and I looked at your pics... You are just so damn cute, Nice dreads, Nice body, Nice person in general and I think to myself how could I do this... Thats when I realized I was attracted to you, not your brother, but you K.Burns! Its buggin me like crazy because I wanted you to know how what was really going on! Im just scared in the end your gone be hurt and I dont want to do that because I got so much love for you! I just didnt think about that... I wish I would have! The guiltier I feel about this the more attracted I am to you, the more I think about you! Omg why is this happening to me? I need to get this off my chest before I blow up! No more kissing his brother, I just want to talk so I can figure out how ima tell the you, the one that im crushing on! But I dont want this because I kissed your brother... Even though thats all its wrong! Lord spare me, I cant take this guilt! Please fill me with the courage to tell this him! Im praying to God you would forgive me! I hope you do because im feelin you now! "K.Burns I Wanna Be Ya Girl... Idk if its a phase rite now but im feelin you oso much! I know i said i wouldnt date anyone younger than me... even by a few months! I could care less rite now because I WANT YOU ♥! Not your brother"
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