Yayyyy! In a couple of days I am going to be 16... Aha, really I mean nooooo! I really dont want to grow up and leave the nest! As much as I complain about moving out, at the end of the day this is where I want to be... With my mommy and daddy and I guess ill include my brother! Lol!But My birthday is September 4th, exactly 9 days from today! Omg idk what im going to do! My mom always told me that I was going to have a sweet 16, but I never wanted 1! I mean why would I have a party when I dont know anyone and no one knows me lol! Id really rather spend my time with the family (: You know, go out, have fun, a little dinner on the side... Ahhhh the good life! When I was younger I always wanted to be 16, I thought it was sooooo cool! Aha, the closer I get the more I realize its not! Im just 2 years away from being considered grown and leaving the nest! :'( I want to be a child foreverrrrr! I dont want to be an adult, life just went by too fast for me! God, please slow it down [Not school, speed that up lol] , im not ready for the real worldz! Knowing that im a bigass baby deep inside, im going to always be sitting on my mother or grandmothers lap! Geesh, im really upset about turning 16! Seems like just yesterday I was 6! Im going to miss everything! But all I really want for my birthday is food, my blackberry, a job, and my family ♥
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